Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Where is the color?

Do you ever wake up and not see the color outside? Does it seem like something is missing? I went to sleep last night so alive, so happy. I woke up and I was really sad. You have to look for the color outside to see it. That is the truth. 

I feel like all my friends are there, but not there. I hardly have anytime to talk to my best friend. We haven't had a sleep over in days. I hardly ever talk to you guys because you have jobs and school. I am just sitting at home staring at my math hoping it will fix itself. Oh thats another thing. Math is terrible . . .  I am terrible at it and as hard as I try always get a bad grade . . . 




Perhaps I shall listen to some music, close my eyes and pretend its summer. Its so exhausting trying to be me all the time . . . 

4 comments:

Dorothy said...

oh dear.
you are adorable and always make me smile. :D

I can completely sympathize with math. it came with the fall of man and just won't go away.

pretending it's summer is usually what I do too. what is everyone doing this summer? we all need to just hang out as much as possible.

Katie said...

Amen
I agree completely all I am doing this summer is teen camp and this thing in July . . .

Anonymous said...

what thing in July??

Katie said...

Well, for four days in July, the St. Francis Hospital is doing a program that takes kids entering 9th grade in the fall through their hospital and explains jobs and such. It sounds really amazing and I am hoping to do it.