Where is the color?

Do you ever wake up and not see the color outside? Does it seem like something is missing? I went to sleep last night so alive, so happy. I woke up and I was really sad. You have to look for the color outside to see it. That is the truth. 

I feel like all my friends are there, but not there. I hardly have anytime to talk to my best friend. We haven't had a sleep over in days. I hardly ever talk to you guys because you have jobs and school. I am just sitting at home staring at my math hoping it will fix itself. Oh thats another thing. Math is terrible . . .  I am terrible at it and as hard as I try always get a bad grade . . . 

Perhaps I shall listen to some music, close my eyes and pretend its summer. Its so exhausting trying to be me all the time . . . 

I'm working on it!!

I know I need to make a new post. I will make one as soon as possible. Sorry!!!!

Standing on the Rooftops

Have I mentioned how much I love sunshine? Today, the sunniest day yet, Nathan and I got mom to say we could go on the roof. We were hiding from the twins. It was amazing. The sun makes everything happy. I feel like jumping up and down, putting on my swim suit and run barefoot through the grass. I think I would get cold cause it is warm, but not THAT warm. While we were on the roof, our neighbor came outside with his friend. UH . ..  Nathan waved and them. They looked up and one of them said, "Nice spot." Then we heard Mr. Evans, the neighbor say, "Actually their homeschooled . .. "

I love the sun!!!!

Laugh . . .

Dad was driving me home from Dance last night. We were driving on to the freeway. All of  a sudden we heard a big thump underneath us. It was really startling. Dad pulled over and checked to see if the car was fine. It was so we kept on driving. It was so startling it made me want to cry. I also wanted to laugh. (I was really tired). So I laughed silently. There are times in life when you aren't sure if you want to laugh or cry. Its better to laugh. 

When we got home I noticed that Do Hard Things had come in from the library. Beth had put it on hold but I decided to start reading it anyway. I got to chapter 7 by the time Beth was home. My first "hard thing" was giving the book to beth. I really wanted to keep reading it. Lucky for me she is a fast reader. She is almost half-way through it so I will probably get it by tonight or tomorrow morning.

Have a great day!!!!

Bye!