Colorado!!!

Hey all!! We are going to colorado. We are leaving tomorrow morning and won't be back until the 5th of September. I am so excited. I am not sure if we will have any internet access so just incase, goodbye until then!!

Its over . . .

Everyone on blog is upset how camp is over. On monday, I felt like dancing. I have friends, people who will always will support me. I have memories. I can laugh about them, I can cry about them. I can't be stuck in a world of camp forever . . . I got on blog, and read all the posts about how sad they were that camp was over. I was glad it was over. I love camp. If it wasn't over, I wouldn't be able to have these amazing memories, I wouldn't be able to look forward to it next year. I love Camp Hope so much, but you have to keep happy, it will come again, and you will look forward to it, making it more special.

I am so excited for the rest of my summer, and for the school year. I finally realized, I have a future. It might not be see-able, I might not be able to reach out and grab it, but I know that something is going to happen to my life, I might not realize it till its over, but I know that it will happen.

Our neighbor had a heart attack, and bypass surgery. I was talking to him on Sunday, and he seemed tired, and ... old. He was talking to me, and even though he didn't say it I could tell he was trying to let us know, life is so short, live it while your alive. I plan to . . .

Books

I love books. They are amazing. But I can get truly obsessed with books. I forget everything else. Its not good. I read for hours on end. I finish one of the big Harry Potter books in one day. Thats the real problem. I get so obsessed with a book I forget everything else. Even God. The Harry Potter books are my biggest problem. I haven't read them since last year. I really want to read them again, but I know I shouldn't. I am trying so hard to not read those books. The question is, is it becoming obsessive to not want to read them? I really want to read them but I know I shouldn't . . .

I know, I have pathetic trials, but they're trials . . .

New Favorite Song

Oh yeah
Yeah oh yeah

The only ground I ever owned was sticking to my shoes
Now I look at my front porch and this panoramic view
I can sit and watch the fields fill up
With rays of glowing sun
Or watch the moon lay on the fences
Like that's where it was hung
My blessings are in front of me
It's not about the land
I'll never beat the view
From my front porch looking in

There's a carrot top who can barely walk
With a sippy cup of milk
A little blue eyed blonde with shoes on wrong
'Cause she likes to dress herself
And the most beautiful girl holding both of them
And the view I love the most
Is my front porch looking in, yeah

I've traveled here and everywhere
Following my job
I've seen the paintings from the air
Brushed by the hand of God
The mountains and the canyons reach from sea to shining sea
But I can't wait to get back home
To the one he made for me
It's anywhere I'll ever go and everywhere I've been
Nothing takes my breath away
Like my front porch looking in

There's a carrot top who can barely walk
With a sippy cup of milk
A little blue eyed blonde with shoes on wrong
'Cause she likes to dress herself
And the most beautiful girl holding both of them
Yeah the view I love the most
Is my front porch looking in

I see what beautiful is about
When I'm looking in 
Not when I'm looking out

There's a carrot top who can barely walk
With a sippy cup of milk
A little blue eyed blonde with shoes on wrong
'Cause she likes to dress herself
And the most beautiful girl holding both of them
Yeah the view I love the most

Oh, the view I love the most
Is my front porch looking in
Yeah
Oh, there's a carrot top who can barely walk
(From my front porch looking in)
A little blue eyed blonde with shoes on wrong, yeah
And the most beautiful girl
(Beautiful girl
From my front porch looking in)
Holding both of them
Oh, yeah

-Lonestar

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly

Its not about landing safely on the ground after the jump, its about flying far when you jump.