First I have the dream of acting, or singing. I love being on stage. It gives me such thrill. Some people have told me I have a stage presence. I can feel it sometimes. It almost makes my finger tips tingle. I want to be on a stage, and look out at blackness, and know that there is a crowd there, watching me perform. The one problem is I can't sing, and I have never tested my acting.
Second is writing. I have so many stories swimming around in my head. All kinds you can imagine. Fantasy, historical fiction, modern day, pirates, princess's, adventure. Everything. I imagine that they are like wisps of smoke, maybe green or purple smoke, all twirling around in my head. They come to me at random times. Sometimes in dreams, sometimes when I am reading, sometimes when I see something, hear someone say something. I am not sure how it happens, but they develop. They become a famous story. But it never happens. I never get it down on paper before the next story takes over.
I am inspired so easily. I am listening to the Titanic music right now. It makes me happy, and sad all at the same time. How can music express itself so well? It just makes my heart feel happy. Then heavy. Then about to burst.
I am really tired right now from a long babysitting job, so you will have to forgive my drama. :D
Music effects how I write so much. The song I am listening to right now, Take Her to Sea, Mr. Murdoch, from the titanic says so much to me. Hope, happiness, a challenge. When they set sail in the titanic, a lot of people wanted to prove the world wrong. They thought that God couldn't even stop them. God did. With a iceberg.
Well, I have nothing more to say. Have a great week everyone!!
